so stressed bout my driving lately..couldnt slp well last night. kept thinking bout the consequences if i failed. what would my parents say? thats the main thing. they keep stressing me bout this matter.my mum tinks that my instructor is lousy, that i am not having enough lessons, i dont know what else. and she keeps blaming me. i mean yea i am to blame for failing, but she doesnt have to keep rubbing it in.
its really irritating and i cant stand it. she's putting additional stress on me and she doesnt even know it. everytime i sit in a car i get scared. its becoming a phobia. i really cant imagine whats gonna happen if i failed again. and she already predicts that i'm gonna fail the third time when i haven even took the fucking test. i mean, wtf? she said tt i gotta prepare for the worst.
i cant stand it!!! arrgh. gimme a break plss.....
hey baby, do u know tt i miss u terribly?
