Sunday, August 24, 2008
i freaking managed to see the fireworks on sat!!wtf. lol. in the car as it cruised down esplanade and i took a video of it. clear sky, clear view, right on top of my freaking head!! so nice man. just nice, didnt expect it also. my whole family enjoyed it =)ok i'm really afraid of my driving test. everytime i sit in a car i think of it. i wonder if i will screw it the next time round again and leave myself and my family feeling disappointed again. i have got to pass the third time..hai. really wish heaven would be on my side.arrggghhhhhhhhhh!!! its been bugging me so mch. just that i dun talk bout it. the next time round, i'm not gonna act like some fool who doesnt know how to drive, the tester thinks that this is a sign of no confidence. i'm gonna give him my most fucked up face. and yea. fuck him. whoever he's gonna be.wong bi =)
with my life.. i do
11:44 PMZ
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i want to be somebody.i have to.i'll work towards this goal and achieve it.i promise.
with my life.. i do
11:31 PMZ
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
early morn dad fetched me and bi to harbourfront. so nice of him right? he knew i was late so he nagged awhile den he fetched us in the end.
met clar and alex den brought clar to buy her bday present. hope you like it clar =) can see that you look v sweet in that dress! she wore it immediately and we went to meet jy to eat.after joey came den it was off to sentosa!
US.
US. the 3...
jy!!! =))))
praying that the sun would keep on shining. for a moment it was cloudy but it soon blew away and man! was it hot! we played soccer with that cheapskate ball which soon became the size of a peanut. lol. fun.
we had a great time.! after that the others came and brought the mats so i tanned awhile. listened music, eat chips. THIS IS THE LIFE. after that went into the sea, feels great. soaked awhile, played some back carrying around, den i went up with bi to tan again. jy didnt want to come down into the water but no choice. tio carry by the guys lol!
tanned awhile den ym came ask us play captain ball in the sea. so went and it was fun! kept laughing. the ball kept floating away and we look like fools to swim after the ball. haha.saw alot of hunks and babes as well man.
all of us!
after that went to bathe den me and bi headed home cuz mum said she was cooking. =) nice day.
glad that u enjoyed it clar. !
thanks baby for being there
with my life.. i do
1:41 AMZ
Thursday, August 7, 2008
5.34am.the greatest timing and The most beautiful 1 year =)
our anniversary. have not talked bout it yet. !
in the morn 5.32am my hp alarm rang and i couldnt rmb why it rang so early. so i just off it and went back to slp. a few minutes later came a msg from my darling..den did i rmb that it was our 1 yr and i was supposed to send him a msg that i had alr typed in advance. baby's msg was sweet, i read it and went back to slp smiling.
early morn went for driving lesson..after that meet bibi at yck station. he was sweating like mad, said that the weather was v hot..after that we went home to my house so tt i could change. the moment i reached home and sat down at my desk, there was a paper on my lappy and it was a game that he did for me, something like treasure hunt. had to go around finding from clue to clue. gosh. some qns were difficut =) no wonder he had sweated so much, he had came to my hosuse in the morning to put all the clues and den rushed to meet me at yck. having no bus, he ran all the way from the ITE to yck. silly bi!
in the end i found a beautiful present behind in my cupboard behind all my towels.thanks my baby!can you see our picture embossed in the middle?with the words 'happy anniversary'
den we had lunch and i went to bathe and then it was his turn for my game! wahaha. took him quite long to recollect moments of the past but well, he did reach a million dollars!
went out and i brought him to facial, spam ex but its okay =) we did it in the same room! so we were talking and laughing everytime the girls went out to take something. look at the difference in size of our faces! our masks =)
after facial went to far east area, bought some stuff and then it was off to dinner at Angus house. ex place but great food. really had a nice time. after that wanted to watch the mummy but was tired so took a cab home.
my baby, i had a wonderful day!
the tasty desert at the end of the meal.
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Wong Kai Chin
the 1 and only guy. who has showered me with more love than i can rmb. except for my wonderful parents. someone who knows what i am feeling inside out, someone who makes me smile and takes care of me no matter what the situation is. he tinks of me first before doing anything and feels sad whenever i am unhappy. i wonder where i got this luck for him to be mine in the first place. he made so much effort to look for the best pair of shoes to get for me on our anniversary but he couldnt. found 1 pair but it cost so much so i said it was not worth it. parents went to korea and he asked them to buy that pair for me there because its cheaper alittle. just a little. they bought the wrong colour and he felt so sad, sad that he could not get me the colour that i wanted, sad that he could not give me the best, sad that he was not a gd bf.my darling, u've already given me alot, more than i ever needed. =)i love you.
with my life.. i do
12:44 AMZ
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
ok what a freaking! freaking! i-duno-what-to-say day.went for driving lesson before the driving test, already screwed. some mistakes here and there in the circuit. but teacher said i could pass just gotta be careful with the hazards on the road.thought i was lucky when i did not get my previous tester 'FOO SHOU WAY'. kena this big size tester with face as black as a black girl's ass. who started commenting on every fkin thing the moment i put 1 foot into the car.turned to me and said 'let me tell u the rules and regulations, firstly, if u no confidence, den too bad. i'm sorry'.so i was like ok..confidence den confidence la..den he said if i was ready i could go. so i go. den he started commenting. i cant believe it! nv heard of attire for driving lessons. he said i was sitting in wrong postion, hands too far, legs too far, duno wtf else he said cuz i was too sian to listen to him. said tt the pressure on the brake was too much den said it was too little. duno what he want from my life.i mean seriously, just sit there, stare at your new lappy and keep quiet PLS. said i shouldnt wear sandals when i have been wearing sandals to driving lessons for a million times and they dun seem to affect me. said that the sandals does not give me a full feel of the brake and accelerator. ok i'm dammed.he was stressing me so much that i was like breathing in and out as loud as an elephant. den the greatest thing of all. did S course and MOUNTED THE FREAKING CURB. how unlucky could i get? nv once mounted but when the black ass was sitting beside me i actually mounted it. and for a moment i could see his face lighten up in colour alittle. maybe he was glad to fail me. yea. expected.den still continue talking bout my sitting, so i was pissed. when i stop for the ramp, i shifted my seat. instead of moving forward, the dam seat moved backward! great so now i'm like what, further from the freaking pedal than before? only my freaking toes were stroking it.dam what a fool! den i asked him if i can shift it so he said ok. and he put it in N gear for me. but he marked me under 'not knowing how to shift to the correct gear'. LIKE WTF? den he said if i was ready he could go outta the circuit. he didnt test me for the E break. ok the previous test i wished i wasnt tested E break. but i wished i was tested E break today! so i could brake so hard his face smash into the front rear or sth. den i would be happier alittle. just alittle.went out onto road and even worse. haven move only he say this and that, this and that..im so sick of his v0ice, i rather listen to a frog croaking for an hour. nv heard a tester talk this much b4. kept telling me 'take this as a lesson'. which was smacking the fact that 'u have failed' right into my face. what a tester. whoo! and i thought FOO SHOU WAY was worst.hated his directions, 'turn right at the 3rd traffic light. den turn left and U turn.' F IT! he tinks i'm a gprs. here i am trying to rmb the directions, there he is marking me off for not paying attention to the road. kill me plss..den he said 'u must know how to plan your route properly.now i tell u to turn right after 3 traffic lights, u must plan so u know where to go and what to avoid.' argh. like i drew the map of singapore. ok so was alr feeling crappy inside, came home parents kp..say i waste their money keep on nv pass. argh pls not like i dun want to pass. i also wish to pass..den they said i must change my instructor cuz i keep talking to him and nv learn anything from him. dam why cant they see. its not the instructor's fault! its my fault, the way i freaking drive, and that black ass's fault.nvm..i shall calm down and i'l be aright by tmr.i guess.ever seen me write such a long post? well, here's onehey baby, u're always standing by me =)
with my life.. i do
12:31 AMZ
