Wednesday, August 6, 2008
ok what a freaking! freaking! i-duno-what-to-say day.went for driving lesson before the driving test, already screwed. some mistakes here and there in the circuit. but teacher said i could pass just gotta be careful with the hazards on the road.thought i was lucky when i did not get my previous tester 'FOO SHOU WAY'. kena this big size tester with face as black as a black girl's ass. who started commenting on every fkin thing the moment i put 1 foot into the car.turned to me and said 'let me tell u the rules and regulations, firstly, if u no confidence, den too bad. i'm sorry'.so i was like ok..confidence den confidence la..den he said if i was ready i could go. so i go. den he started commenting. i cant believe it! nv heard of attire for driving lessons. he said i was sitting in wrong postion, hands too far, legs too far, duno wtf else he said cuz i was too sian to listen to him. said tt the pressure on the brake was too much den said it was too little. duno what he want from my life.i mean seriously, just sit there, stare at your new lappy and keep quiet PLS. said i shouldnt wear sandals when i have been wearing sandals to driving lessons for a million times and they dun seem to affect me. said that the sandals does not give me a full feel of the brake and accelerator. ok i'm dammed.he was stressing me so much that i was like breathing in and out as loud as an elephant. den the greatest thing of all. did S course and MOUNTED THE FREAKING CURB. how unlucky could i get? nv once mounted but when the black ass was sitting beside me i actually mounted it. and for a moment i could see his face lighten up in colour alittle. maybe he was glad to fail me. yea. expected.den still continue talking bout my sitting, so i was pissed. when i stop for the ramp, i shifted my seat. instead of moving forward, the dam seat moved backward! great so now i'm like what, further from the freaking pedal than before? only my freaking toes were stroking it.dam what a fool! den i asked him if i can shift it so he said ok. and he put it in N gear for me. but he marked me under 'not knowing how to shift to the correct gear'. LIKE WTF? den he said if i was ready he could go outta the circuit. he didnt test me for the E break. ok the previous test i wished i wasnt tested E break. but i wished i was tested E break today! so i could brake so hard his face smash into the front rear or sth. den i would be happier alittle. just alittle.went out onto road and even worse. haven move only he say this and that, this and that..im so sick of his v0ice, i rather listen to a frog croaking for an hour. nv heard a tester talk this much b4. kept telling me 'take this as a lesson'. which was smacking the fact that 'u have failed' right into my face. what a tester. whoo! and i thought FOO SHOU WAY was worst.hated his directions, 'turn right at the 3rd traffic light. den turn left and U turn.' F IT! he tinks i'm a gprs. here i am trying to rmb the directions, there he is marking me off for not paying attention to the road. kill me plss..den he said 'u must know how to plan your route properly.now i tell u to turn right after 3 traffic lights, u must plan so u know where to go and what to avoid.' argh. like i drew the map of singapore. ok so was alr feeling crappy inside, came home parents kp..say i waste their money keep on nv pass. argh pls not like i dun want to pass. i also wish to pass..den they said i must change my instructor cuz i keep talking to him and nv learn anything from him. dam why cant they see. its not the instructor's fault! its my fault, the way i freaking drive, and that black ass's fault.nvm..i shall calm down and i'l be aright by tmr.i guess.ever seen me write such a long post? well, here's onehey baby, u're always standing by me =)
with my life.. i do
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