Tuesday, July 29, 2008
so many things running through my head..so many problems cropping up.
me being said to have changed, which might be true as well..
i guess there's so many things to care for that i just decided not to care for anything at all.
i notice ppl change everyday, every minute, till its hard to tell what they are thinking. what are their motives or do they even have a motive at all?people remembering the bad points and forgetting to lavish the good moments that they once shared together.
after all, we are humans. thats the way it goes i guess.but it isnt fair.life is never fair.
feeling so lonely all of a sudden, not because of love. because everyone, including me, wears a mask around. u never know what is right, what is wrong, who is to be trusted, who is not to be trusted.
of cuz i trust those people who are around me, but do they trust me? thats the qn i've been wanting to ask. i've seen changes. it affects me and i'm sad but there's nothing much to do or say. maybe i'm feeling tired. i cant change what people think.
disappointed with competitions, and my progress in things. i'm nv moving forward, only hanging there, waiting to diminish.
i only want whats best for them. but the best is never enough. people meet new people everyday and they become friends. but we never know what is hidden beneath that dazzling smile.
in fact,we will never know...
till its revealed.
i love you baby. stay by me as i stay by you.
with my life.. i do
11:21 PMZ
