Thursday, May 15, 2008
i am so afraid this time. ever since the audition for grad. ever since i was rejected by them. a sense of failure overcoming me. its the first time i've ever felt like this and it has brought me down badly. i have lost my confidence in singing. another audition on sat and i am afraid once again. never used to fear an audition, always had full confidence in myself and i always somehow managed to pull through to win a place either first second or third. this time, there's no second or third. can i do it? can i even get to the finals? i'm so scared but theres nothing i can do but to stand up again.. i cant let nyp's choice pull me down for my other opportunities..
hai..i'll try.i hope i can be the person i used to be once more. i have to gain back my confidence.
with my life.. i do
12:47 AMZ