Monday, January 14, 2008
i dun understand why those lecturers have to keep picking on me.true my results aint as good.i'm not as good as meizi,as amanda. but come on. i still study when exam comes right..u just dun know how hard i studied. only my friends know.so whats the big deal?
everything fuckin thin oso wanna say me.i'm know i'm wrong for not wearing long pants. i did not complain bout that.den u say that my hairnet is not properly done.den u say i break ALL the fuckin rules. the problem is there's too many rules. at least i dun have long nails, i dun paint my nails black or any other colour. why dun u say tt i broke the rules cuz i didnt paint my nails? no. cuz they only see the bad side. isnt it?
i sleep in lecture. everyone does that. its either they are tired, or sick or whatever. everyone's brain can only last that long while listening to someone else speak. and they absorb less than 30%. so? not like i was shouting and throwing paper aeroplanes all over the lecture hall, making a disturbance.
yismin this, yismin that.every fucking thing oso yismin. ppl wear their rings during trial, they dun get caught. the moment i forget to remove it, someone is bound to come along and say 'u are not supposed to be wearing any accecories'. i'm not saying i'm in the right for wearing. but at least be fair. to me.
yes all lecturers have helped me alot along the way, with my papers, with my results. i'm thankful.but maybe theres something bout me that attract u all? maybe i'm too short or what? u not happy with my height or sth is it?
i'm really tired with this shit. i'm talkative, i'm playful. this is just my nature okay?i cant go home and study, sleep den go sch.and den go home and study again.i tend to learn how to enjoy life.
dam i'm angry..seriously. if there was to be a murder case in nyp, just start saying that the murderer is me ok.its fine. i'm immune to it.
i dun wanna be sprouting vulgar like this in my blog.i'm sorry for those reading this.cuz no one would understand what i'm feeling.
with my life.. i do
9:16 PMZ
