Friday, June 29, 2007
its the last paper tmr. finally.i've gotten so tired..a good fren told me the other day.he said 'only you know your time well.i think u are over doing a couple of stuff.hope u bear that in mind'. yea..i think i am the only 1 who is so stupid to be making myself suffer like this.look at the amount of time that i have for myself.not even an hr.today's thursday. after the paper me,clar,jess and joey went to dauby.joey went to vivo to do some stuff.so the 3 of us went to long john to eat.and study.well its talking more basically.lol.aft tt malcolm came and joined us.we bought tix for the movie ocean 13.and joey helped me to buy doughnuts from doughnut factory.brought all the way home for my family to eat! =)right anyway was saying..today had rehearsal for nyp grad nite.tmr oso have.but i dun wanna go cuz i have fb and i would rather dance than sing for now.den sat i have the singing competition,and yess i wanna win to get the $500.zzz.on sun i have recording from 2-4 again and dance from 530 to 730. weixiang asked me to go watch transformers but it seems that the timing i can make it on sunday dun suit the rest of em.hai nvm go without me.next mon to fri is the graduation ceremony. have to reach school at 7am everyday and leave sch only at 10pm.its crazy.its killing me.i'm gonna break down any minute soon.wan zhen msged me and asked me if wanna go tanning on sat.well it seems that i cant make it.so i asked her to come support me for the compt.my jc frens oso msged me and ask me out. i do so wanna go but what time?no time..and i dun wanna disappoint them. =( my life is so filled with stuff that its making me confused.yes its wonderful to have so many opportunities to experience different things.but then again.maybe i should stop doing everything i'm doing.when graduation is over i wanna stop.but i heard that the phototakings for the album has not been done.gotta do in july.i heard tt on the 21st july haf to perform at republic poly.i heard that there are so many projs left undone and its to be due soon.i cant let the rest of the team mates do without me putting in any effort right.i heard . . i oso duno.we just sold our house on monday..and we have to shift out within 3 months.there's so many things to do.haven packed anything.moving to a rented house which i duno where.my bro came into my room and we talked jus now. he said ' i've been worried bout 3 things..firstly, we wont have an air con in our room anymore,second we all have to share 1 toilet, 3rd no scv' ok the third 1 is him being pampered. but for the first and second..its something i have to get used too.adaption is important isnt it. we have to adapt to this new environment real soon.but we haf not actually felt the impact of moving to the new hse yet.it'll come soon enough which is gonna stress me more.if u read my post and u feel my stress..that means.. i can express myself real well LOL.anyway.i'm tired and have not studiedgonna end heretakaiirs and love
with my life.. i do
12:54 AMZ
