Kc And Min

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

so stressed bout my driving lately..couldnt slp well last night. kept thinking bout the consequences if i failed. what would my parents say? thats the main thing. they keep stressing me bout this matter.my mum tinks that my instructor is lousy, that i am not having enough lessons, i dont know what else. and she keeps blaming me. i mean yea i am to blame for failing, but she doesnt have to keep rubbing it in.

its really irritating and i cant stand it. she's putting additional stress on me and she doesnt even know it. everytime i sit in a car i get scared. its becoming a phobia. i really cant imagine whats gonna happen if i failed again. and she already predicts that i'm gonna fail the third time when i haven even took the fucking test. i mean, wtf? she said tt i gotta prepare for the worst.

i cant stand it!!! arrgh. gimme a break plss.....

hey baby, do u know tt i miss u terribly?

with my life.. i do 12:44 PMZ

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

how some people change in such a short time..i dont know.seems like i nv knew that person or was close to that person before. saddens me to think bout it but there's nothing i can do. we dont notice the change in us of cuz. it just saddens me in one way or another as i look back at the memories..

today is such a sian day for me. sucky results while everyone did good, and i woke up feeling emo cuz today my baby is gonna go into a 2 yr chalet. my best soul mate and listener is gone. so i'm left with wan zhen. cuz another fren whom i used to tell my problems to is gone.

thankfully i have the warmth of my family that surrounds me.
Gosh i sure wish he would be out in a blink of an eye. i am starting to miss him already.

i am so dam emo now.

i'll be waiting..

with my life.. i do 9:56 AMZ

Thursday, September 11, 2008

long since i updated. duno wanna start from where also.

ok start from after exams. was the IT show. lost my voice from the shouting but i tink this time the sales was good. baby so nice give me so many sales too. den i gave him back after i reached the safety zone. ryan also worked. our reseller is freak funny! LOL! so second day meet in morning to eat food republic, spam ex. den third day eat ya kun breakfast,at night eat some jap food. den last day burger king breakfast. TIRED. thats all i can say.

TUE

next day meet ryno go watch Wall eeeee. kinda cute. brought my sis along too. after we went to bi's house to slack and spam watch last day of 9pm show.the fann wong's 1. and yea i still rmb the ryno's ass pimple. lol. not bad. aft tt parents came to fetch us =)

WED

aft tt cant rmb much alr. lol. wed went to meet ruiming at amk hub. supposed to meet wan zhen in the afternoon but yea. sth cropped up. yea so meet ruimo to help him buy sth for karen =) den had dinner. aft tt home.

THUR

OK THIS DAY IS WTF. take bus in the morn to go jy house. supposingly is take 80 will straight reach la. but who knows. i oso duno where to drop. and in the end duno end up where and poor clar had to wait like hell. den in the end fed up take cab there. $10 zz. jy mum is freaking nice though. =) we played mj and i won! wahaha. kinda fun. =)

night went to meet bibi.its our anni! he presented me with a bunch of beautiful flowers to match my turqoise dress! sweet or what. =D we went to eat dinner at marina square. den walk around. yep i love him.!

FRI

meet zhen at night at PS. ate secret recipe den headed to my house to play mj again. man! lol. bi stayed over at my house.

SAT

cannot rmb HAHA. oh went sch for locking den went to meet family den..go walk walk at parkway parade

SUN

work and spam ppl -.-

MON and TUE

worked at suntec convention centre for Symantec. IT conference. 5am must wake 6am must reach alr. sot 1. but overall fun. =)

WED

didnt go sch again cuz couldnt wake up. the day b4 too shag lol.ssh. slack at home den at night went to meet ryan,melvin,hoi,chin han to eat jap buffet cuz melvin just POP from army. lol.bibi came late. after that still not full go shokudo eat dessert. great people. funny and cute!

TODAY

went sch fyp and saw richard! omg he is still so nice gave us laptop bag which i needed! and waterbottles. and..we took thermometers too lol! like so singaporean. played typing of dead with clar lol. lunch went with mum den came back go play badminton den back again to sign out attendance. been thinking bout what i want to do after i grad and i hope that i really can find a solution soon.. thanks joey, clar, lin liang, richard khaw, bibi for giving me advices. =)

clar, just do which 1 u prefer and joey u can continue asking maria to massage ur back.

my darling is going army on tue. so sad. gonna miss him like so much. hai. soon we'll be reunited darling! dont get too burn until like.. u know. NI TU.

with my life.. i do 9:55 PMZ