Sunday, July 29, 2007
Before I Fall In Love Lyrics » Coco Lee[Verse 1:]My heart says we've got something realCan I trust the way I feelCuz my heart's been fooled beforeAm I'm just seeing what I want to seeOr is it trueCould you really be[Chorus:]Someone to have and holdWith all my heart and soulI need to knowBefore I fall in loveSomeone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downsSo tell me nowBefore I fall in love[Verse 2:]and I'm at the point of no returnSo afraid of getting burnedBut I wanna take a chanceOh please Give me a reason to believeSay you're the one that you'll always beSomeone to have and holdWith all my heart and soulI need to knowBefore I fall in loveSomeone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downsSo tell me nowBefore I fall in love[Bridge:]It's been so hard for meTo give my heart awayBut I would give my everythingJust to hear you say...Someone to have and holdWith all my heart and soulI need to knowBefore I fall in loveSomeone who'll stay around(Who warns) my ups and downsSo tell me nowBefore I fall in lovewhat a meaningful song..
with my life.. i do
3:44 AMZ
It has been long since i blogged.lol.but as u can see the tag is still up and running..with so many ppl tagging dumb stuff LOL.
anyway.i've got a real bad habit. very bad. tsk tsk. i can never wake up on time zz. esp for sch. this is a v serious prob u know. cuz in my heart i want to wake 1.. but my mind continue sleeping.so what can i do? haii. anyway ever since my mum scolded me on fri bout this prob i think i really gotta make a bigger effort to wake up. maybe ask sari to sit on me or sth when she come and wake me up.den i wont be able to breathe! lol. she now as fat as a pig. everyday eat eat eat. zzz.
and i was thinking..are some friendships worth keeping? what happens if you are always the one giving in and apologizing..and yet that friend does not know? is there a day where u might get tired of everything..and decide to let this friendship go.sigh. friends are so important in my life.how can i bear to lose a fren..but i'm gettin kinda tired.
see this pic..
this is where i am now. at a crossroad. shud i go straight, turn left, or right?
if i go straight, it will mean i wont turn back again back to the crossroad. if i turn left, i duno..if i turn right i oso duno. each road represents a different situation and a different future for now.this is where i have been standing for a long time already..till now. i want to move on..i want to walk. but which path? sighs.
so many obstacles in life that we must face and yet only while facing them would we know how to overcome it and become stronger.
for my friends who have alot of troubles..there is surely a way out. u jus gotta believe in urself. =)
with my life.. i do
12:01 AMZ
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
jess is gonna kill me when she reads this cuz..i am supposed to be sleeping at 12am?LOL.scared i cant reach sch at 745am right..hai..i oso think i cant.HA HA!
anyway.harry potter book was sent to my doorstep on sat!! bwahah.so happy.the moment i woke up i searched for it. jus like searching for presents on christmas day.heh. Then aft tt went out with family..
on sun..
went to aunty's newborn! 1 mnth old..cute shit.last time is carry my sis..lol.
den me and my sis spam pics in the car. =)
aft tt went dance. aft dance..
went to tiangy bday celebration~ btw..at hougang interchange i met a death eater..zzz.it has come into the muggle world..trying to seek hairy mao mao.LOL.
and i am officially known as Voldemin!! muahaha.fear me hokays.
mon
went sch. aft sch go watch vacancy with jess and er fang. as usual i have to be the 1 sitting in the middle -.- cuz in the middle of the movie mus lend my hands to joey. for her to take and hug hug.zz. scared ah.lol.jess even better take the bag cover cover the eye. in the end duno see what. see her bag -.- lol.overall the movie was ok i guess..not bad..but ending is wtf.lol.
ok short and sweet post~
niteee.
takaiirs and loves
with my life.. i do
1:55 AMZ
Thursday, July 19, 2007
so not in the mood to do anything now.
with my life.. i do
11:07 PMZ
Saturday, July 14, 2007
so disappointed in myself.sometimes when we get too complacant its never a good thing..cindy soh went thru the common test paper today..i knew that i failed once again. it was expected since i left most of it blank. what the hell was i doing? but its already over..aft class cindy stopped me and asked me if i still had alot of actitvities on hand.. i told her all the activities that i had. she's trying to help me i know..she told me to manage my own time..to prioritize. the same thing that many ppl have told me. and something that i have been telling myself to do too. but what is important to me?everything. all that i am involved in now means alot to me because its my passion.yet i am so confused cuz i am unable to juggle.went for foreign bodies after toking to cindy soh. we had a dance exam today..an exam on our routine for our upcoming performance. firstly the members that i had in my grp were not good.. espicially 1 guy which i typically dislike. wtf does he have to act this way..in the end all the freestyle moves were thought and taught by me.but i didnt do well for my dance exam.. guess i have some flaws.. the seniors say that i am not enjoying the dance..maybe its just my expression. actually the moment i start dancing i feel happy. i wasnt chosen out as one of the best dancers today. it really hurt me. its not that i wanna be chosen every week but its jus a goal that i aim for whenever i go for fb. to improve and improve. seems like i am deproving instead..sigh.all is not going well. i really have to start practicing dance again..soon..have to concentrate on too much stuff. making me blur. making me confused. i wish i knew what to do.mum talked to me ytd and told me to know where i am heading towards.are what i'm doing right now gonna benefit me? actually i stil do not know where i am walking to in my life.jus drifting around..but if u ask me to study like the way sonia and meizi do i'm afraid i cant. i'll die first.anyway i'm still in the midst of thinking and thinking every night..gotta sort these thoughts out.but i cant really figure it out too. jus moving step by step..but first.wanna thank some really great friends whom i really appreciate for the things they have said to me yesterday.weeyang, kc(who acc me til 5am), thomas cheung, thomas lim, andy tan, weiwen, albin ng(who acc me til 5am), and some other names which i cant think of now. they're such great friends. ppl who really brighten my day.takaiirs and loves
with my life.. i do
12:52 AMZ
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Finally the graduation is over.its been a real great experience for me,performing for nyp's graduation.firstly.i ate ALOT.like really alot.after every session there is reception where its a buffet and lotsa other stuff like chocolate mush,brownie,tarts,and yess.suckling pig.whoa..its so sinful but yet i still eat like nobody's business.lol.so i realised that i've become fatter zz.the next thing is that we actually bonded alot with each other..learning to take care of each other and all.its really fun.i was partly relieved but sad when it all ended.somehow it doesnt seem right.and i dun wanna go back to attend classes.LOL.Rene,lina, edelweis and joan has been such great guardian angels..they really took care of us so well that i felt so touched.Thanks alot really.on fri, i ended my performance kinda early so went for unit operations lecture.after that went to mac with jess and sonia and we started gossiping.like as usual.oh sonia is so damn funny.lol.what with the ruth and stew~ LOL.den i went back to studio. the last peformance ended at 4 plus and we all rushed to the reception cuz this time we can eat all we want! usually we are restricted.cannot eat this cannot eat that cuz of our throat. -.- den we rushed back again to the studio to take pics! it was so fun.we all got a poster with our photos for memories.so nice right.and actually on that day i already brought all my stuff to bathe before i go for foreign bodz but it appeared that i had no time.the moment the people left the studio fb ppl came in so i had to force my hair into a pony tail. it was full of gel.yuck.and my face.zz.i cleared all the make up dun worry.lol.fb was fun..after we learn our routine it was showcase time and this time they gave comments about everyone.i think i know my bad points now.its time to improve~! next week is dance exam.scary..after fb i took a cab down to meet dad and bro in keppel.but i was too tired to enjoy myself anyway.on sat..went out with dad the whole day.den in the night went to pick mum from the airport.she's back from korea!! lol.okay.end~Thanks jess for helping me photocopy this whole week's notes. =)Takaiire and loves
with my life.. i do
5:15 PMZ
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Joke bout anything in the world except my face.
with my life.. i do
10:02 PMZ
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
ok i actually got scared by my own blog -.-the music suddenly play..wth.anyways i've been busy as well as lazy (ha ha) to blog.hmm went to watch transformers with weixiang, jinhao, weilong, ru yu and mitchell on sunday.its good.its cool.i jus love it.lol.aft tt walked to OG to find weeyang but couldnt exactly find him so we went off. then i had to leave for recording.recording was tough. but the place was real cool..i mean who gets to step into a recording studio all the time?the buttons are zomg.so many buttons.i dun even know what differences there are.The buttons -.- The room where i recorded
after that i was sooo lazy to go for dance training so i went home and slept.lol.today. had to wake at 530am.the earliest ever.zz. rene and lina had to give me morning calls. but i was still late though.haha.no choice.its my nature.anyway go there oso nth to do.they start at 8am.go there steam iron the costumes. aft tt did our make up and hairdo.i looked like i was going to perform some damn wayang show. but the performance went well.lol.though yes i sang something wrong but who cares.no1 knows.mwahah.farhana, me, shahira and cui jing all same hairdo (well maybe except shahira)after tt went for lunch buffet with the VIPs and i saw samonella there.zzz.he's gay man.but stil a v nice guy.lol.den it was to the food lab to do pasta~ cool ritee.lol.i cook 1 of cuz nice.yawnx.haha.next, to amkhub to watch nancy drew.i skipped the second session of grad..i know i know.but nvm man.i promise jess and clar alr.cannot break it.nancy drew is zzz..lol.okok only la.jess still scared scared.siao ah~ den clar even better.duno muttering what during the movie.i was freaking uncomfortable.what with my hairdo and all..look like some freak.anyway aft tt went home to sleeeep.heh.done.takaiirs and lovee
with my life.. i do
11:17 PMZ
Sunday, July 1, 2007
wan zhen came to my hse in the morn!!
like finally i saw her after..i duno how long.quite long anyway.we went orchard together with my family and walked around while waiting for my sis to finish her tuition there.den we went to swim and sun tan! mwahaha there was sun today.like finally.many times we tried to sun tan it either rained or something.anyway we tanned ourselves till i got sunburnt -.-mum took it for us =)
we talked about our old memories.so fun~everytime i meet her i treasure our friendship more cuz she is stil the 1 who understands me best.
den aft tt we went to my new house to take a look..its okay i guess..
we went to serangoon cc at 6pm for the competition~when we reached it was still the senior citizen's catogory so me and zhen went outside to sit and talk.we talked about funny movies.lol.aft tt it was the open catogory's turn and soo..we went in at bout 8pm.yep the first few alr scared the shit outta me cuz they were so good.i was number 7.number 6 didnt come so it became my turn.now here's the funny thing..
there was a minister sitting in front and my parents alr reminded me to greet her.but the moment i went up on stage the judge said 'lets hear it fom yismin!' and so i got no time to greet her -.- den aft tt i prepared to sing but suddenly no muzic?realised that the cd was spoilt.den the judges tried to stall time by asking me stupid q like where is my sch zzz.aft tt realised that the cd was really spoilt. so the judge asked me 'can u sing acapala?'. wtfoo.acapala..without music..can die! just my voice only manz..how to tahan.but no choice so i said okay..lucky it still went smoothly.got applause whenever i pause summore..not bad.lol.my mum is a great supporter.she always the first to initiate the applause haha.
aft tt was my bro's turn to sing.he was number 17.u did well bro..dun stress man.some ppl who went to sing dressed until imba man..machiam go wedding dinner.or maybe worst then tt.its so over dressed lo. wear gown ah.some show half the boobs. zzz. all the aunties.pls ah.dress decent abit can.
i was afraid i couldnt win.the competition was v tough.so many good singers.but i got 2nd~ its really a blessing in disguise.
a medal and a trophy haha
lastly.my goot goot fren! she stayed throughout the competition and supported me all the way.some funny shit happened when we saw others singing.lol.i love her lots.
oh yes, and thank God for he was there with me all the time.
with my life.. i do
2:05 AMZ